Suddenly Realized...

I've suddenly realized that I have nothing to hold onto.

I'm ultimately free.

Where will I go from now on?

Will I stay here? My legal status is insecure.
Will I go back to Korea and get a job? I've been there and done that. I wasn't exactly satisfied with it.

Will I go to some other countries?
What about China? I can probably get a job there.
What about France? Well, maybe I can resume studying French.
What about Norway? It's kinda cold there, huh?

I can go everywhere, yet, have no place to go.

When I was a teenager, I complained that my life would be bored. Everything seemed to be set up for me. I was horrified by the secure path. What was I thinking? I should've held onto what was provided to me.

All the paths that I took, running toward to the end of rainbow, looking for the blue bird, got me nowhere. I'm still standing where I originally began 20 years ago.

Where should I go?